My 1st visit to Tanta University Hospital .for GOD sake ... 2nd year baru nak visit . shoot me now plz .. ..

hmm .. mmg dah lama kan aku tak post story apa2 dalam blog ni .. well .. sebab :

• EXAM - exams past few weeks ni.. adalah dalam 2bulan exam .. GILA lama kan ? to be honest ,aku tak suka exam lama2 .. GAP mmg panjang lah kan (tu yg buat lama) .. bukan apa,GAP lama2 ni buat aku LEMAU .. faham ke ? entah lah . tahun ni mmg aku terasa panjang semacam 


• POST EXAM syndrome - ini .. biasa lah .. semua mesti pernah rasa nya . so time ni mmg occupied dgn makan angin sikit. release tension lah kan ( tak hilang sgt tension ni pun, sbb berdebar/cuak dgn result yang bakal keluar pulak kan)


• MALAS - dont ask why aku MALAS :P im just lazy

SO .....
kenapa tiba2 aku tebuka hati pula nak rajin update kali ni .. well.. aku nak share je pengalamn PERTAMA aku ke hospital visit2 patient ..ye ye . aku tahu aku dah 2nd year and aku baru je nak pergi melawat hospital . APA LAH NOOB ! tak bnyk pun nak cerita just a short visit. so ya. here we go :

so alkisah ... ( dari awal ey :P )
lepas solat asar , aku jadi bosan sendiri dkt rumah .. aku pun browse2 lah internet apa kerja yang aku boleh buat part time kat egypt waktu2 summer camni (dlm otak ni terfikir : jadi pekerja carwash , penjual asir (jus) , penjual pisang goreng ptg2,pekerja hotel .. etc ) but found out - NON .. last2 aku give up . tutup laptop dan terus pegi dapur and masak utk dinner (masak lah kan . habis pergi dapur buat apa lagi ) .. so then we ate dinner together .. and .. we started to discussed things and stuff . rupa2 nya ahli bait aku pun dah bosan . movie2 semua dah habis tgk . and dah tak tahu nak buat apa . tiba2 we came out with this idea of visiting the Hospital nearby (apasal tiba2 speaking pula ni ) .anyway .. ive volunteered myself to bravely ask one of our seniors.. so i was like . "Plzz ..pretty pretty plzz .. bawa lah kitaorg round2 hospital . SUMPAH tak main2 and kacau apa2 dalam hospital nnti :P " SO GRANTED ... and akan visit esok pagi nya .
yup dalam jam 10 pagi sharp ! dah terpacak bawah rumah kak fazilah and waiting for kak ain alya to come :)
ok getting to the point where kitaorg sampai hosp .. so what we did as kami masuk je chest building tu(idk what exactly the building is called.but whatever.. ) we saw the nurses having their breakfast and our senior started to explain a bit here and there and how things done .
what i think was :
- its not that bad ... yeahh..its quite ocay actually .. cuma perlu organisation and a bit of rules in the hosp ? ( wahhhhh macam aku pula yang own the hosp :P )
jadi bcoz our senior need to see a 'real' DR to get a patient with a certain case ( i think it was case Plura effusion yang diorg kena ambil/cari.if im not mistakenlah.) so the 'real' DR came dan started bagi tahu nama patient yang diorg kena attend.then kitaorg naik atas pergi ke bilik patient ..
| entering the ward |

hmm masuk je tingkat atas (ruangan patient) , aku speechless skejap sbb :


"nazak juga hosp nya .. naik tangga mcm Hogwarts staircase ... tak kisah lah kut cuma bila masuk wad tu kesian kat patient semua ..dgn roti2 arab atas katil.. dah lah nurse garang ... inject patient sampai diorg bengkak2 .. senyuman ?? haha maaf leww .. "

aku yang leka tgk keadaan patient tersentak bila akak2 tu suruh kitorg pergi test power bahasa arab kitaorg HAHA (mmg gelak besar lah .nak ckp apa ? apa pun tak tahuuuu ) apa lagi cepat2 lah buka dictionary ..
otak aku dok keluar perkataan2 korea (e.g ahjumma ahjussi , anyeongg , aggisemiedaa etc) ..arab tak lagsung .. haha ini sbb kes tgk korean movie jeee..pdn lah muka aku.

mula lah borak2 entah apa yang aku borak ( boleh lah sikit2.gelak2 faham kan aje.. ) .benda basic lah kan tnye :
nama , umur , dah berapa lama hidup ? eh tak2 dah berapa lama duduk di hospital .. xbosan ke? , kerja apa? , sakit apa ? , sakit kat mne ? bla bla blaa... last2 aku sengih diorg pun sengih :P


| BP pula |
pstu try lah ambil blood pressure ,, ahh fail lah .. environment bising sgt .. nurse pun dok bising2 haishh .. diorg tak tahu ke aku NOOB ?? cooperate lah sikit kan.. rupa2nye kena juga letak stethoscope tu betul2 sumbat dalam telinga .baru clear. sbb if gt overlapped dgn kain selendang mmg u tak dgr apa2 .not a single beat . so pngajaran : penting kut utk pergi jalan2 dalam hosp .. lepas2 exam tu smbil2 tggu result you all pergi lah round ward jap ke .. tak berat mne pun .. best ada lah

pastu... ada sorg patient pelawak habis tpi bagus.kalau boleh dia nak check semua .. head-to-toe . volunteer utk apa2 examination pun .. haha aku tergelak je .. lyn je lah tgk2 xray dia and borak2..at least boleh bantu top up vocab arab kan .. last2 dia minta num phone aku , dia kata dia nak call bila dia bosan2.. ehem . dalam hati ku , wah wahhh bnyak nya duit pak cik ni nak top up bagai.phone aku pun , aku jarang top up ... so aku ckp je lah aku takde phone and if ada pun xde nya nak bagi 

lama juga dekat situ ... best clinical years ni . mgkin penat sikit tp tak bosan .. tak sabar betul aku nk start buat praktikal...
alhamdulillah ... aku dapat naik tahun 3 .. belum lagi clinical masih pre .. tp bersyukur aku tak pyah belajar lagi anat , biochem , physio and histology .. next subjects are pathology , pharmaco , parasite , and microbs .... tough org kata .. tp belum cuba belum tahu kan . eh cop. aku baca2 juga parasite ni tadi ... pergghh nak ingt nama pun pyh ..... harap2 lepas ni lebih fmiliar lahh dgn nama2 tu semua -.-' ameenn ...
so doa kan lah aku dapat LULUS CEMERLANG tahun 3 .. then boleh lah aku sng hati start buat REAL attachmnt time cuti 3bulan .. haa lepas tu baru lah blog ni aku update selalu mmg takde org nak baca pun tp blog ni sekadar mengisi masa free

ok . so mcm biasa , check out lah vid ni ..

by nadya fatira an indonesian musician ..

SHE ROCKSS !! seriously. org dok komen dia macam Yui ..
hehe entah lah . tak kut ..

ok enjoice !

short post : CVS

hadoiiii .............

pening nya kepala..tade.aku baru je habis bagi tutor dekat kawan2 first year.CVS matters.
gila susah nak bagi orang faham apa yang kita cuba nak sampai kan.

baru lah aku faham perasaan senior2 yang penah bagi tutor kat aku (batch aku)last year. fiuuhhh!!

• aku faham kenapa ada certain senior kata : ini..camne ek? hmm...hafal je lah.(bukan diorang ta faham,tapi susah kut nak explain)

i mean,kita faham.tapi ta tahu nak explain kat orang apa yang kita faham.imaginasi melebihi segala nya dalam cvs nih.lukisan pun ta tepat. tapi kalau ikut real doctors punya pesanan,'if awak ta boleh menerangkan apa yang awak faham.meaning u ta faham'..so makna nya aku ta faham CVS or ta cukup menguasai lah tajuk nih. tension nya..........

apa nak buat... *kena cari penyelesaiannya lepas nih.utk kebaikan aku juga :))

ps : bagi tutor tadi,boleh pula ex schoolmate (ada ex batchmate) aku tanya soalan.dah lah dia category budak genius. *sigh* tunjuk ajar ku sifu :))


enuf enuf.aku tension.i need my sleep.

i love Malaysia LOL

K,

lama gila aku ta update blog nih.haha simply busy, no other reason

so.ya !

im here.i mean msia.

yang agak ta sedap nak dgr :

x : bello balik??? sembang kuat giler, nk ddk rumah sorg2 menghadap dinding etc mengada2

y : haha bello,apa jadi ngn salam perantau dalam paper Metro nnty??

z : ha tu mesty ta tahan dah summer kat egyptkan ??aku dah bape kali suruh ko balik.tulah degil..baguih sgt lah tu.balik sorg2 !! transit lah ko kebosanan sorang2

tp ade je

yang agak positif nak dgr (actually aku ckp dgn diri sendiri, schizo chic kan :P )

A : lai2.. asam pedas ikan pari for you dekat rumah :)

so nak cerita la jugak pengalaman aku balik

[i mean from Cairo --> Doha -->Singapore --> Malaysia ( JB )]

• disebabkan aku nih mengada-ngada (bak kata individu x),aku tempah tiket lambat lah.housemate aku dah balik hampir seminggu lebih baru aku book tiket.bagus kan?? (yelah.sampai menyusahkan abg sham.SUMPAH SORRY!! )



• supposed tiket aku nak on the 17th Aug but then,di sebabkan full and idk apa lagy reason nya.so aku end up amik tiket to Singapore on the 9th Aug (hikmah nya balik awal and i paid for MORE. ha padan muka aku)



• so,aku ke cairo air port.thanx to abg sham,dat aku dapat same flight ngan sorang ustaz ni, kelakar kot ustaz nih, xde lah poyo sgt mcm ustaz2 tipikal yang lain



• msa time check in tu..pegawai arab yang jaga tu tengok aku semacam and that time aku rasa cam aku nih watak harry potter,and pegawai tu Goblins.(alah..scene harry potter nak gi amik duit dkt Bank.mesty tengok kan?)

so pegawai tu tanya aku :

pegawai :are you travelling alone??

aku :huh/ yes, why?

pegawai : since you'll bealone in Doha and Singapore..do you have your credit card with you??and when you reach Singapore,who would pick u up??

aku : well sir...i got my best friend with me.i mean HSBC atm card and some USD cash .umm when i reach singapore.....haha idk yet.but dont worry..i would be ocay. *darlie smile
sumpah pegawai tu pandang pelik mcam aku nih budak 7 tahun naik flight..banyak kali aku cakap dont worry,i would b fine,and bad people would think twice to rob me coz im good in making drama (pretending like im travelling with my foster parents or something)

• So, dalam Qatar Airways tu aku duduk and aku terus cari movie yang aku belum tengok.but unfortunately,bnyak yang dah tengok.so aku main game jelahh...


• masa dalam flight.mak cik arab sebelah aku cam takut and gelabah sikit naik aeroplane.dia apa lagi bila gerak je kapal terbang tu,dia terus pgg kuat tangan aku.lama gak ah nak calm kan dia.aku terfikir,if aku assists doktor OR nnty aku jadi doktor esok,camni kot nak calm kan patient.nak2 yg tgh nak beranak.mcam2 style pitching ada .. phewwh..mmg mencabar.ikut kan hati nak inject ubat penenang je time tu (penyelasaian mudah bagy org yang kurang hospitality skill cam aku LOL)


• Perjalanan ke Doha not so much event.yang aku tahu.makan and movie.perjalanan ta lama mana,tahu2 je da sampai.then aku menapak di Gate 8 (Doha).nasib ada teman nak borak.yelah aku dah lah tak ngntuk and tak lapar sbb dah makan bnyak dalam flight sebelum.so bosan2 cari lah teman bersembang, nama dia Christine.She's from New York nak ke Frankfurt katanya.So nak pendek kan perbualan kami yang macam 2 budak tadika yg baru jumpa (i mean tak kisah wutever ur religion,bangsa,warna kulit or parti apa),she talked about her volunteer work she's joining in kazakhstan,about NY,about me taking medical prog,and not to forget about the entertainment world in US.haha.it was fun. sampai ta perasaan waktu nak depart.so we hugged and said goodbye..*bye christine!

• time for my flight pun akhir nya tiba.masa dalam co-bus to aeroplane, aku jumpa cowok indonesia ini (tapi mmg aku ta ingat nama nya!!) :

y : hye ! where are u from?? (t'gelak aku.kok bahasa inggeris.kan bisa berbahasa indonesia aja.LOL)

aku : sy??sy dari malaysia mahunya ke singapura.. (kemain lagi dgn loghat indonesia, nasib jenis kaki layan movie indonesia)

y : sy indonesia..
aku : haha.oh percakapannya sy sudah tahu..kalau mahu tahu sy lagy dgr lagu dari indonesia.Rossa ! (coz i was listening to my mp4)
bnyak juga yang sempat kami bual kan.SUMPAH nampak gila dia tu rindu kat family dia (yelah 2 tahun kot tak balik).aku bujet je nak jadi perantau terhormat.tp hampeh ... (maaf kwn2 ku di Egypt.aku mungkir janji.keadaan memaksa..lol)
masuk dalm flight : urgh !! aku ta suka coz aku dapat seattgh(bukan nya apa,nnty susah nak minta air oren,sirap,cendol etc..).but fortunately,ada sorg european woman ni begging nak sit aku coz nak ddk sblh husband dia.lyn jelah.lagi pun dpt dok tepi..but stylo kot couple tu.dah tua mgkin muda nenek aku lg lah ..i bet,dia pkai royal blue sleeveless dress by Dorothy Perkins and husband dia pulak dgn mustache melentik yg mcam sarjan dalam Gerak Khas.
tgh menyelesakan diri dgn sit baru tu,tiba2 :

pramugari : excuse me miss. are u travelling alone??

aku : yes.why??

pramugari : Do u mine if u exchange ur sit with that sir over there??

aku : what??another change? No.im sorry no..!

*aku nengok muka pramugari tak boleh tahan dah..serba salah kot..aku pun xsampai hati

aku : ey..im kiddin okay.enjoy your seAt sir ! *aku cakap kat mat salleh tu with a smile

so tgh2 aku syok tengok cerita iron man 2..pandangan aku lari melihat orang2 di sekeliling aku..macam selebriti pun ada."macam2 ada" bak kata orang yang ada ASTRO kat umah (ala, dialog iklan)
hugh jackman,Justin Bieber,bon jovi,sandra bullock,fantasia barrino,Geri haliwell pun ada.dah ah sebelah aku yang si Geri and Fantasia tu....tapi itu semua iras2 je...haha
.tapi aku terasa gak nak amik autogrph dorg huhu..LOL tapi yang pling aku nak tanda tgn sorg budak yang mmg iras ah dgn muka shiloh ank jolie pitt tuh..nasib ah tido je keje budak tuh..comel haha
dah la enuf lah ngn fantasi aku tu.berangan betul nak jumpa artist2 tu semua dah ar naik economy clss jep.merepek betul.impossible ! huhu
then akhirnya aku tido gak.movie kat dpn aku tu terpasang setia kut, and finally aku tiba juga kat S'pore.sebelum keluar tu,pramugari tdi kasi aku blanket Qatar Airways...
mmg bertuah lah, dia yg bagi free.aku dah ah mmg kesjukan walaupun time tu aku smpai dalam kul 3 ptg waktu s'pore..
then aku pandai2 lah naik bus and taxi utk balik rumah, smpai2 rumah je,

aku bagi salam ... adik aku tgk dari tingkap lama gila, x cam agak nya akak dia yg bertutup litup ni balik. lama2 baru buka pintu.lol

mak aku terkejut, marah2 ckp knp nak balik x bgtahu. cecehh marah konon hehe rindu kann..
hmm ada lah 2-3 jam lps aku sampai tu (aku still lagi x bertukar baju sbb syok bersembang dgn mak) abah pulak balik dari kerja.. dia senyum, benda 1st dia cakap, "eh awak balik ? kenapa muka x mcm arab?" haha, down gila kena kutuk dgn abah sendiri ( yelah kulit arab kan lawa2, putih merah) lol. cheit. aku gelak je, hulur tangan salam, cium tangan yg aku rindu sgt tu :)

 thanx to Zee Avi for those nice songs (buat kan perjalanan aku tak terasa bosan and panjang).

dengan segala hormatnya : KANTOI

tak sangka bapak aku pun suka/layan lagu nih :) siap ada CD dah dalam kereta.lagi advance plak hehe

ThankYouMJ.com - 103.5 KTU The Beat of New York

ThankYouMJ.com - 103.5 KTU The Beat of New York

Michael Jackson,I guess It is Better On the Other Side

The year since Jackson's sudden death had been "tough," he said. -Jermaine Jackson

"alone alone alone !!! " yeah.that was me.singing 'You are Not Alone' back in.....im sorry.I cant remember..horrible?? well thank you (i know Michael sang it of course thousand times better than me) :p.but thats the only word i know (at that time of young age) and i kept repeating it again and again after my very first time heard that song..

look.i know its been a year that Michael Jackson hv passed away.but,i swear that i cant leave any of his songs i guess it is true that people around the world remember and appreciate him more after his gone..well,i've grew up with his songs without even realising it.thanks to my father..

ABC
The Love You Save
I Want You Back
Rocking Robbin
Ben
Dancing Machine
I'll Be There

hmm well actually i dont even really know that these songs i've listed were his.to be honest! i was just too small back then to admire big celebrities except for those power rangers and 3 Ninja (Rocky,Colt and Tum Tum).....*gosh! if i hve knew earlier i must have heavily and totally fallin for Michael :)

i know..a big hair with such a big heart.Jackson's brothers... :)

i still remember on the 25th of June 2009,after i've done with my pre-medic course.(i know,i just cant help to get my arse out early from UPM)

on my way to my aunt's place
me : ahah!! another Michael's songs??whats up with the radioman?cant have enough of Jackson's???
Abah : yalah..most of the songs in my time are evergreen.let it be..(and he cant stop singing The Girl Is Mine)
me : cehhh~(i closed my eyes and started imagining,Michael and Paul Mc Cartney fighting over a girl.and ahhh..that girl sure is very lucky to have both big stars chasing for her.ouh such a crap.i mean the girl *jealousy strikes)

we arrived quite late because we were touring round K.L.my old hometown full of nostalgic moment.so,my family and i slept over at my aunt's place.i woke up early because my cousin called and asked me whether am i watching the news..it went like :

cousin : halo halo..nabila ~!! sorry i havent yet brush my teeth,but ive got news for you !!
me : what news?? im richer than Oprah??thats the news?better be..haha
cousin : woit ! day dreaming some more?? haiyo~ Michael Jackson is dead.officially dead..
me : .....oh.well.thnx for the news. (i hung up without saying goodbye.i was pretty shocked thats why)

so,i'll just going to make this post short.Then early that evening after visiting some of my close relatives,we went straight back to JB...and the radioman still discussing about Michael's controversial death and still airing Michael's songs..

i dont know why.but i cant barely hear it.and i started crying all the way back to JB .im still shocked and disbelieved As soon as i reached JB.i started to browse and download evrything (Michael's songs,videos,his moonwalk,photos etc).I even make a wall for his posters and stuff.

Thriller
Bad
Smooth Criminal
Someone's Watching Me
Beat It
Billie Jean
Wanna Be Starting Something
Shake Your Body
They Dont Really Care About Us
You Are Not Alone
Heal The World
I Just Cant Stop Lovin' you
* there are too many to list em all..*


But now he is gone,gone too soon yet i hope gone for good...i mean let him free and may he forever be in peace..it is better for him to go because i know there is no one's love better than HIS love ....Only God knows what Michael's been trough.NOW...I,you,us can't do anything except to keep our faith up high and never give up praying..For a better world , a better place , and a better love....

I LOVE YOU MICHAEL JACKSON

Beloved Michael Jackson in Memory
1958 - 2009
MAY ALLAH BLESS HIS SOUL

ps : read this Michael's speech.click HERE
*damn.i cry again reading this part :
If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same,
then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.

Jakun Sekejap

tiada event penting pun hari ini..
hanya study study study saja.
hmm..hari ini aku pergi ke gamaah.ye lah..nak study kat rumah ta boleh.asal nak baca je nak tido.( ha aku pun satu,pergi study atas katil dalam selimut buat apa??)

mandi,casual dress,off to gamaah..

jadi dalam pukul 9 pagi,aku ke gamaah.seorang pula tu ( takut gak nak pergi seorang tapi,aku praktikkan apa yang aku da tulis dalam post aku 'Rude Egyptians'). Alhamdulillah ta de apa apa. ;)

hmm..cvs and Blood mmg terbaik.better dari belajar Histology.tengah2 aku mengafal (betul ke aku eja?ke menghafal? haish.ta kisah lah.malas nak tanya orang),tiba2 housemate aku call..ajak pergy Fathalla (ni kira semacam Giant lah kalau di Malaysia but not that huge lah)

so nak di pendekkan cerita..aku terjumpa ini !!

tadaa... SUPER RING !
ta kisah lah if you guys dah jumpa ke di Mesir ni.tapi aku baru first time jumpa and am so excited. :DD

lagi satu ! CHICKEN RING !!
ahaha..terbaik terbaik.jakun.jakun.

phewwhh..what a day !!!

ya.
yesterday was the event.PeriL Histology..thank GOD everything went okay..

i'd love to put the things i want to say in a point form as it will be much easier to read..(cheitt..padahal paling benci buat karangan :P)

oke so.ini apa yang terjadi semalam :

• bangun2 je tengok ramai yang buzzed aku asking about the PeriL thingy..(urghh i guess i did'nt promote the event well.muhasabah muhasabah).so.i started replying..and buat sedikit promo murahan d status ym : "IF MAHU BERJUMPA MAYA (ADAMAYA) datang lah PeriL Histology hari ini !! "..i dont know what i was thinking LMAO :D
  

• dalam tengah check email,ummi sent me the list of the student yang register..i thought it was the registration punya kerja.i was ike.."ocay ta pe.aku print jap "dgn sabar nya..tengok2 ink pula habis.."ocay i'll print it belakang gamaah while im on my way to gamaah"

• sebelum itu : aku check with the rest of the team .makanan (cater),registration,the presentors,dr Naglaa confirmation of coming.and thought of not going to be a problem.

• on my way to gamaah ( jalan seorang diri sebab nak cepat.takut lambat nak tggu yang lain),aku terkejut terjumpa kucing m*ti..i was so shocked that i stop and give a moment of peace. and started walking again..

• suddenly ustaz called : saying

ustaz :ustaz dah ada kat blkg gamaah tapi ta boleh masuk.mereka (guard ) nak surat..
me : huh?? surat sejak bila pula orang arab nih systematic ustaz?? oke ta pe.harap ustaz boleh tggu sekejap.saya nak sampai dah..
ustaz : oke,ada orang ta dgn kamu?sbb nak angkat makanan ni semua..
me : erkk..ta de.tapi diorang dlm perjalanan kott.. ( i was like.damn.oke,lets make it possible)

aku terjumpa maryam and miza.thanks to them.segan juga nak jumpa ustaz. haha
nak di pendek kan cerita..

• aku jumpa guard : the conversation went like ..

me : salam.. ( i smiled )
guard : salam ( he smiled )
me : hehe engilisi??
guard : la' ( yakni, " hell no !!" )
me : ocay could you let my friend in??just for a while (i said it in arabic,but mmg terabur lah tata bahasa ) LOL :D
guard : oke ! but give me a letter.whats your name?? (dalam arab ye tuan puan)

haish kau ni nak letter tp sempat lagi tanya nama dasar unprofessionally miang.
nak saja aku jawab "ask me that question in formspring."

me : ocay.im nur so can you let us in?? (cheit ingat drama nurkasih ker ??) just for a moment.you can escort us if you want..
guard : mesyi !! ( it means, " ocay ")
me : phewwhhh ~ :P

• ustaz tergelak bila dapat tahu boleh masuk : " boleh pula masuk.hahaha oke2 .."

• lega soal makanan da selesai : tapi aku terfikir siapa nak angkat makanan bnyak2 nih ?? 180 pax..hadoi...should be org lain yang urus kan..mls nak comment banyak.nasib ada ramai akhwat lain yang were willing to help..esp my housemates.THANK YOU!!!

• so i checked the pendaftaran team (thank you so much for helping !!),the MC , the chief,the presentors,the slides.everything was under control .special thanks to everybody to make it on time..semua kerja aku dah selesai : cuma tinggal Dr Naglaa to arrive.

• suddenly,i saw Dr.Rusydi .. i was like (alamak senior..cuaknya segannya.abg rusydi pula tu.) i smiled and asked him if he wanted to deliver a speech or something (easy saying : his touch lahh) to all ..
  

• so credit and a lot of thanks to him : he did willing to deliver a speech. he is sure really good.like i said kesungguhan .. everyone getting motivated !! THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!
  

• Dr Naglaa : aku saygg sgt dkt dia..i got this great first impression at her masa first time tengok dia. masa periL duduk sebelah dia before she starts her session she whispered .. "i love you,because you always smile .. " and i just cant stop smiling. :)
  

so time aku bagi token of appreciation.i just cant help to hug her.so i hugged her and thanked her so much..i escorted her way out ,then she said .."i cant express my feeling now.you know when somebody hugged me like that.i just dont know how to express it..im happy .im happy." she fall into tears a little but trying hard to hide it. im speechless (dalam hati tuhan je tahu how i appreciate it )

well..it was sure a tiring day yet eventful day !!!!
satu lagi pengalaman yang aku dapat duduk di Tanta ni..
i know GOD is teaching me something..you,readers should think about the hikmah in every situation happened in your life..
.I DID.
.and I'm Thankful.

"My Mama always said "Life was like a box of chocolates-you never know what you're gonna get " - Forrest Gump 94'

ps : semalam juga last ustaz nazrul bagi kelas
( i mean dia nak balik malaysia kahwin.he'll be back iA..)
haish.....selamat lah tu.. :P