pening nya kepala..tade.aku baru je habis bagi tutor dekat kawan2 first year.CVS matters. gila susah nak bagi orang faham apa yang kita cuba nak sampai kan.
baru lah aku faham perasaan senior2 yang penah bagi tutor kat aku (batch aku)last year. fiuuhhh!!
aku faham kenapa ada certain senior kata : ini..camne ek? hmm...hafal je lah.(bukan diorang ta faham,tapi susah kut nak explain)
i mean,kita faham.tapi ta tahu nak explain kat orang apa yang kita faham.imaginasi melebihi segala nya dalam cvs nih.lukisan pun ta tepat. tapi kalau ikut real doctors punya pesanan,'if awak ta boleh menerangkan apa yang awak faham.meaning u ta faham'..so makna nya aku ta faham CVS or ta cukup menguasai lah tajuk nih. tension nya..........
apa nak buat... *kena cari penyelesaiannya lepas nih.utk kebaikan aku juga :))
ps : bagi tutor tadi,boleh pula ex schoolmate (ada ex batchmate) aku tanya soalan.dah lah dia category budak genius. *sigh* tunjuk ajar ku sifu :))
lama gila aku ta update blog nih.haha simply busy, no other reason
so.ya !
im here.i mean msia.
yang agak ta sedap nak dgr :
x : bello balik??? sembang kuat giler, nk ddk rumah sorg2 menghadap dinding etc mengada2
y : haha bello,apa jadi ngn salam perantau dalam paper Metro nnty??
z : ha tu mesty ta tahan dah summer kat egyptkan ??aku dah bape kali suruh ko balik.tulah degil..baguih sgt lah tu.balik sorg2 !! transit lah ko kebosanan sorang2
tp ade je
yang agak positif nak dgr (actually aku ckp dgn diri sendiri, schizo chic kan :P )
A : lai2.. asam pedas ikan pari for you dekat rumah :)
so nak cerita la jugak pengalaman aku balik
[i mean from Cairo --> Doha -->Singapore --> Malaysia ( JB )]
disebabkan aku nih mengada-ngada (bak kata individu x),aku tempah tiket lambat lah.housemate aku dah balik hampir seminggu lebih baru aku book tiket.bagus kan?? (yelah.sampai menyusahkan abg sham.SUMPAH SORRY!! )
supposed tiket aku nak on the 17th Aug but then,di sebabkan full and idk apa lagy reason nya.so aku end up amik tiket to Singapore on the 9th Aug (hikmah nya balik awal and i paid for MORE. ha padan muka aku)
so,aku ke cairo air port.thanx to abg sham,dat aku dapat same flight ngan sorang ustaz ni, kelakar kot ustaz nih, xde lah poyo sgt mcm ustaz2 tipikal yang lain
msa time check in tu..pegawai arab yang jaga tu tengok aku semacam and that time aku rasa cam aku nih watak harry potter,and pegawai tu Goblins.(alah..scene harry potter nak gi amik duit dkt Bank.mesty tengok kan?)
so pegawai tu tanya aku :
pegawai :are you travelling alone??
aku :huh/ yes, why?
pegawai : since you'll bealone in Doha and Singapore..do you have your credit card with you??and when you reach Singapore,who would pick u up??
aku : well sir...i got my best friend with me.i mean HSBC atm card and some USD cash .umm when i reach singapore.....haha idk yet.but dont worry..i would be ocay. *darlie smile
sumpah pegawai tu pandang pelik mcam aku nih budak 7 tahun naik flight..banyak kali aku cakap dont worry,i would b fine,and bad people would think twice to rob me coz im good in making drama (pretending like im travelling with my foster parents or something)
So, dalam Qatar Airways tu aku duduk and aku terus cari movie yang aku belum tengok.but unfortunately,bnyak yang dah tengok.so aku main game jelahh...
masa dalam flight.mak cik arab sebelah aku cam takut and gelabah sikit naik aeroplane.dia apa lagi bila gerak je kapal terbang tu,dia terus pgg kuat tangan aku.lama gak ah nak calm kan dia.aku terfikir,if aku assists doktor OR nnty aku jadi doktor esok,camni kot nak calm kan patient.nak2 yg tgh nak beranak.mcam2 style pitching ada .. phewwh..mmg mencabar.ikut kan hati nak inject ubat penenang je time tu (penyelasaian mudah bagy org yang kurang hospitality skill cam aku LOL)
Perjalanan ke Doha not so much event.yang aku tahu.makan and movie.perjalanan ta lama mana,tahu2 je da sampai.then aku menapak di Gate 8 (Doha).nasib ada teman nak borak.yelah aku dah lah tak ngntuk and tak lapar sbb dah makan bnyak dalam flight sebelum.so bosan2 cari lah teman bersembang, nama dia Christine.She's from New York nak ke Frankfurt katanya.So nak pendek kan perbualan kami yang macam 2 budak tadika yg baru jumpa (i mean tak kisah wutever ur religion,bangsa,warna kulit or parti apa),she talked about her volunteer work she's joining in kazakhstan,about NY,about me taking medical prog,and not to forget about the entertainment world in US.haha.it was fun. sampai ta perasaan waktu nak depart.so we hugged and said goodbye..*bye christine!
time for my flight pun akhir nya tiba.masa dalam co-bus to aeroplane, aku jumpa cowok indonesia ini (tapi mmg aku ta ingat nama nya!!) :
y : hye ! where are u from?? (t'gelak aku.kok bahasa inggeris.kan bisa berbahasa indonesia aja.LOL)
aku : sy??sy dari malaysia mahunya ke singapura.. (kemain lagi dgn loghat indonesia, nasib jenis kaki layan movie indonesia)
y : sy indonesia..
aku : haha.oh percakapannya sy sudah tahu..kalau mahu tahu sy lagy dgr lagu dari indonesia.Rossa ! (coz i was listening to my mp4)
bnyak juga yang sempat kami bual kan.SUMPAH nampak gila dia tu rindu kat family dia (yelah 2 tahun kot tak balik).aku bujet je nak jadi perantau terhormat.tp hampeh ... (maaf kwn2 ku di Egypt.aku mungkir janji.keadaan memaksa..lol)
masuk dalm flight : urgh !! aku ta suka coz aku dapat seattgh(bukan nya apa,nnty susah nak minta air oren,sirap,cendol etc..).but fortunately,ada sorg european woman ni begging nak sit aku coz nak ddk sblh husband dia.lyn jelah.lagi pun dpt dok tepi..but stylo kot couple tu.dah tua mgkin muda nenek aku lg lah ..i bet,dia pkai royal blue sleeveless dress by Dorothy Perkins and husband dia pulak dgn mustache melentik yg mcam sarjan dalam Gerak Khas.
tgh menyelesakan diri dgn sit baru tu,tiba2 :
pramugari : excuse me miss. are u travelling alone??
aku : yes.why??
pramugari : Do u mine if u exchange ur sit with that sir over there??
aku : what??another change? No.im sorry no..!
*aku nengok muka pramugari tak boleh tahan dah..serba salah kot..aku pun xsampai hati
aku : ey..im kiddin okay.enjoy your seAt sir ! *aku cakap kat mat salleh tu with a smile
so tgh2 aku syok tengok cerita iron man 2..pandangan aku lari melihat orang2 di sekeliling aku..macam selebriti pun ada."macam2 ada" bak kata orang yang ada ASTRO kat umah (ala, dialog iklan)
hugh jackman,Justin Bieber,bon jovi,sandra bullock,fantasia barrino,Geri haliwell pun ada.dah ah sebelah aku yang si Geri and Fantasia tu....tapi itu semua iras2 je...haha
.tapi aku terasa gak nak amik autogrph dorg huhu..LOL tapi yang pling aku nak tanda tgn sorg budak yang mmg iras ah dgn muka shiloh ank jolie pitt tuh..nasib ah tido je keje budak tuh..comel haha
dah la enuf lah ngn fantasi aku tu.berangan betul nak jumpa artist2 tu semua dah ar naik economy clss jep.merepek betul.impossible ! huhu
then akhirnya aku tido gak.movie kat dpn aku tu terpasang setia kut, and finally aku tiba juga kat S'pore.sebelum keluar tu,pramugari tdi kasi aku blanket Qatar Airways...
mmg bertuah lah, dia yg bagi free.aku dah ah mmg kesjukan walaupun time tu aku smpai dalam kul 3 ptg waktu s'pore..
then aku pandai2 lah naik bus and taxi utk balik rumah, smpai2 rumah je,
aku bagi salam ... adik aku tgk dari tingkap lama gila, x cam agak nya akak dia yg bertutup litup ni balik. lama2 baru buka pintu.lol
mak aku terkejut, marah2 ckp knp nak balik x bgtahu. cecehh marah konon hehe rindu kann..
hmm ada lah 2-3 jam lps aku sampai tu (aku still lagi x bertukar baju sbb syok bersembang dgn mak) abah pulak balik dari kerja.. dia senyum, benda 1st dia cakap, "eh awak balik ? kenapa muka x mcm arab?" haha, down gila kena kutuk dgn abah sendiri ( yelah kulit arab kan lawa2, putih merah) lol. cheit. aku gelak je, hulur tangan salam, cium tangan yg aku rindu sgt tu :)
thanx to Zee Avi for those nice songs (buat kan perjalanan aku tak terasa bosan and panjang).
dengan segala hormatnya : KANTOI
tak sangka bapak aku pun suka/layan lagu nih :) siap ada CD dah dalam kereta.lagi advance plak hehe
"alone alone alone !!! " yeah.that was me.singing 'You are Not Alone' back in.....im sorry.I cant remember..horrible?? well thank you(i know Michael sang it of course thousand times better than me) :p.but thats the only word i know (at that time of young age)and i kept repeating it again and again after my very first time heard that song..
look.i know its been a year that Michael Jackson hv passed away.but,i swear that i cant leave any of his songs i guess it is true that people around the world remember and appreciate him more after his gone..well,i've grew up with his songs without even realising it.thanks to my father..
ABC The Love You Save I Want You Back Rocking Robbin Ben Dancing Machine I'll Be There
hmm well actually i dont even really know that these songs i've listed were his.to be honest! i was just too small back then to admire big celebrities except for those power rangers and 3 Ninja (Rocky,Colt and Tum Tum).....*gosh! if i hve knew earlier i must have heavily and totally fallin for Michael :)
i know..a big hair with such a big heart.Jackson's brothers... :)
i still remember on the 25th of June 2009,after i've done with my pre-medic course.(i know,i just cant help to get my arse out early from UPM)
on my way to my aunt's place me : ahah!! another Michael's songs??whats up with the radioman?cant have enough of Jackson's??? Abah : yalah..most of the songs in my time are evergreen.let it be..(and he cant stop singing The Girl Is Mine) me : cehhh~(i closed my eyes and started imagining,Michael and Paul Mc Cartney fighting over a girl.and ahhh..that girl sure is very lucky to have both big stars chasing for her.ouh such a crap.i mean the girl *jealousy strikes)
we arrived quite late because we were touring round K.L.my old hometown full of nostalgic moment.so,my family and i slept over at my aunt's place.i woke up early because my cousin called and asked me whether am i watching the news..it went like :
cousin : halo halo..nabila ~!! sorry i havent yet brush my teeth,but ive got news for you !! me : what news?? im richer than Oprah??thats the news?better be..haha cousin : woit ! day dreaming some more?? haiyo~ Michael Jackson is dead.officially dead.. me : .....oh.well.thnx for the news. (i hung up without saying goodbye.i was pretty shocked thats why)
so,i'll just going to make this post short.Then early that evening after visiting some of my close relatives,we went straight back to JB...and the radioman still discussing about Michael's controversial death and still airing Michael's songs..
i dont know why.but i cant barely hear it.and i started crying all the way back to JB .im still shocked and disbelieved As soon as i reached JB.i started to browse and download evrything (Michael's songs,videos,his moonwalk,photos etc).I even make a wall for his posters and stuff.
Thriller Bad Smooth Criminal Someone's Watching Me Beat It Billie Jean Wanna Be Starting Something Shake Your Body They Dont Really Care About Us You Are Not Alone Heal The World I Just Cant Stop Lovin' you * there are too many to list em all..*
But now he is gone,gone too soon yet i hope gone for good...i mean let him free and may he forever be in peace..it is better for him to go because i know there is no one's love better than HIS love ....Only God knows what Michael's been trough.NOW...I,you,us can't do anything except to keep our faith up high and never give up praying..For a better world , a better place , and a better love....
I LOVE YOU MICHAEL JACKSON
Beloved Michael Jackson in Memory 1958 - 2009 MAY ALLAH BLESS HIS SOUL
ps : read this Michael's speech.click HERE *damn.i cry again reading this part : If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.
tiada event penting pun hari ini..
hanya study study study saja.
hmm..hari ini aku pergi ke gamaah.ye lah..nak study kat rumah ta boleh.asal nak baca je nak tido.( ha aku pun satu,pergi study atas katil dalam selimut buat apa??)
mandi,casual dress,off to gamaah..
jadi dalam pukul 9 pagi,aku ke gamaah.seorang pula tu ( takut gak nak pergi seorang tapi,aku praktikkan apa yang aku da tulis dalam post aku 'Rude Egyptians'). Alhamdulillah ta de apa apa. ;)
hmm..cvs and Blood mmg terbaik.better dari belajar Histology.tengah2 aku mengafal (betul ke aku eja?ke menghafal? haish.ta kisah lah.malas nak tanya orang),tiba2 housemate aku call..ajak pergy Fathalla (ni kira semacam Giant lah kalau di Malaysia but not that huge lah)
so nak di pendekkan cerita..aku terjumpa ini !!
tadaa... SUPER RING ! ta kisah lah if you guys dah jumpa ke di Mesir ni.tapi aku baru first time jumpa and am so excited. :DD
lagi satu ! CHICKEN RING !! ahaha..terbaik terbaik.jakun.jakun.
ya. yesterday was the event.PeriL Histology..thank GOD everything went okay..
i'd love to put the things i want to say in a point form as it will be much easier to read..(cheitt..padahal paling benci buat karangan :P)
oke so.ini apa yang terjadi semalam :
bangun2 je tengok ramai yang buzzed aku asking about the PeriL thingy..(urghh i guess i did'nt promote the event well.muhasabah muhasabah).so.i started replying..and buat sedikit promo murahan d status ym : "IF MAHU BERJUMPA MAYA(ADAMAYA)datang lah PeriL Histology hari ini !! "..i dont know what i was thinking LMAO :D
dalam tengah check email,ummi sent me the list of the student yang register..i thought it was the registration punya kerja.i was ike.."ocay ta pe.aku print jap "dgn sabar nya..tengok2 ink pula habis.."ocay i'll print it belakang gamaah while im on my way to gamaah"
sebelum itu : aku check with the rest of the team .makanan (cater),registration,the presentors,dr Naglaa confirmation of coming.and thought of not going to be a problem.
on my way to gamaah ( jalan seorang diri sebab nak cepat.takut lambat nak tggu yang lain),aku terkejut terjumpa kucing m*ti..i was so shocked that i stop and give a moment of peace. and started walking again..
suddenly ustaz called : saying
ustaz :ustaz dah ada kat blkg gamaah tapi ta boleh masuk.mereka (guard ) nak surat.. me : huh?? surat sejak bila pula orang arab nih systematic ustaz?? oke ta pe.harap ustaz boleh tggu sekejap.saya nak sampai dah.. ustaz : oke,ada orang ta dgn kamu?sbb nak angkat makanan ni semua.. me : erkk..ta de.tapi diorang dlm perjalanan kott.. ( i was like.damn.oke,lets make it possible)
aku terjumpa maryam and miza.thanks to them.segan juga nak jumpa ustaz. haha nak di pendek kan cerita..
aku jumpa guard : the conversation went like ..
me : salam.. ( i smiled ) guard : salam ( he smiled ) me : hehe engilisi?? guard : la' ( yakni, " hell no !!" ) me : ocay could you let my friend in??just for a while (i said it in arabic,but mmg terabur lah tata bahasa ) LOL :D guard : oke ! but give me a letter.whats your name?? (dalam arab ye tuan puan) haish kau ni nak letter tp sempat lagi tanya nama dasar unprofessionally miang. nak saja aku jawab "ask me that question in formspring."
me : ocay.im nur so can you let us in?? (cheit ingat drama nurkasih ker ??) just for a moment.you can escort us if you want.. guard : mesyi !! ( it means, " ocay ") me : phewwhhh ~ :P
ustaz tergelak bila dapat tahu boleh masuk : " boleh pula masuk.hahaha oke2 .."
lega soal makanan da selesai : tapi aku terfikir siapa nak angkat makanan bnyak2 nih ?? 180 pax..hadoi...should be org lain yang urus kan..mls nak comment banyak.nasib ada ramai akhwat lain yang were willing to help..esp my housemates.THANK YOU!!!
so i checked the pendaftaran team (thank you so much for helping !!),the MC , the chief,the presentors,the slides.everything was under control .special thanks to everybody to make it on time..semua kerja aku dah selesai : cuma tinggal Dr Naglaa to arrive.
suddenly,i saw Dr.Rusydi .. i was like (alamak senior..cuaknya segannya.abg rusydi pula tu.) i smiled and asked him if he wanted to deliver a speech or something (easy saying : his touch lahh) to all ..
so credit and a lot of thanks to him : he did willing to deliver a speech. he is sure really good.like i said kesungguhan .. everyone getting motivated !! THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!
Dr Naglaa : aku saygg sgt dkt dia..i got this great first impression at her masa first time tengok dia. masa periL duduk sebelah dia before she starts her session she whispered .. "i love you,because you always smile .. " and i just cant stop smiling. :)
so time aku bagi token of appreciation.i just cant help to hug her.so i hugged her and thanked her so much..i escorted her way out ,then she said .."i cant express my feeling now.you know when somebody hugged me like that.i just dont know how to express it..im happy .im happy." she fall into tears a little but trying hard to hide it. im speechless (dalam hati tuhan je tahu how i appreciate it )
well..it was sure a tiring day yet eventful day !!!! satu lagi pengalaman yang aku dapat duduk di Tanta ni.. i know GOD is teaching me something..you,readers should think about the hikmah in every situation happened in your life.. .I DID. .and I'm Thankful.
"My Mama always said "Life was like a box of chocolates-you never know what you're gonna get " - Forrest Gump 94'
ps : semalam juga last ustaz nazrul bagi kelas ( i mean dia nak balik malaysia kahwin.he'll be back iA..) haish.....selamat lah tu.. :P
kenapa aku stress nih??
bila fikir2..ta ada benda pun yang menyakit kan hati yang berlaku hari ni .oke jepp.wait aku kne list down perkara bahagia yang berlaku hari ini :
bangun awal pagi.getting my oxygen ( fresh air came from my balcony)
mandi,shampoo (lepas nih nak kena tukar shampoo)
lapar : pergy bertapa kat rumah zekk.rezeki dapat makan free.terbaek lah (jumaat:no schedule masak.bukan malas :P)
PeriL Histology presenters hantar semua presentation diorang ke aku before due date given (mmg kreatif lah masing2.how can i thank you guys??? a job well done !! haha :D)
aku baca novel Twilight lagi: starting to accept kewujudan Bella dalam hidup Edward (selama ni aku mmg ta boleh accept.psycho lah kata kan.. :D)
lapar lagi : balik2 rumah je,Huda (my housemate) masak Tom Yam.apa lagy makan sambil tengok Adamaya lah.
berjaya habis kan tengok drama Adamaya.(hurm oke lah.biasa je.tipikal malay story)
pergy rumah zekk lepas maghrib : nak pinjam baju sopan (baju kurung lah) untuk program PeriL esok.sekali Amalia kasi aku pinjam kasut sekali..terbaik betul. (bak kata orang tua2: dah kasi peher nak over )
begitulah.. baca2 balik,there are non penyebab stress. kan?
well..dalam tgh aku stress .akak SC aku macam tahu tahu je..tiba2 she sent this video.have a look.
ta faham sgt pun point lawak nya.tapi,buat aku tersenyum juga lah.
THANK YOU !! :)
ps : teringat dulu.somebody sent me a msg time2 stress SPM. "Stressedis Desserts spelled backwards"
in the middle of the delay examination.. well kami ( me and housemate ),got nothing much to do except for study je kerja nya. (heaven lah sangat kan delay delay nih.buat stress adalah)
jadi pagi semalam. bangun tido,mandi,breakfast,and kami borak bout future (persatuan,jobs,exams,marriage,nak balik malaysia)all kind of stuff ..
saying about going back home,aku rasa ta payah balik lah ... naik college awal kot..dgn delayed exams lagy..tapi suka hati korang lah nak balik.biar aku seorang..alone baking the kuih raya.. T.T
bincang punya bincang. so we decided nak buat kuih raya in advance..haha malas nak tulis bnyak.(bnyak ta study lagy utk exam ni.dok buat benda ta berfaedah) so have a look lah at our output nih :
:THE FARABIES PRESENTING :
ya i know buruk.but what do you expect?? martha's??? .cukup bahagia lah dah siap.
ini pengaruh cerita Boys Over Flower lah nih..haha :D
ta ketinggalan yang hangus... ahaha :D
me : urgh chocolates,biscuits.calories calories.... Sir Isaac Newton : Gravity brings u down. not to worry much dear ...
ya betul.
ikutkan hari ini punya status ym..
pengalaman apa yang aku kumpulkan pada hari ini? (skema betul ayat)
well..i woke up early this morning.switched on the lap top and start thinking.what am i suppose to do today??(sambil tu check whether aku ada dalam list orang terkaya di dunia atau tidak.tapi,tiada.sabar je lah.)
oh kena masak breakfast
basuh baju sikit
nak study histology
collect invitation letter dari Samhan
jumpa mira rashidah and maryam pukul 10 pagy
meet doctor Histology
oke set !
so i started with the cooking.nak masak apa pun ta tahu.lucky that there are still nasi left dalam periuk.so.potong bawang,chili,ikan bilis habis! so pakai serbuk ikan bilis je,black pepper,sedikit instant perencah nasi goreng .tadaaa siap ! nasi gorengta cukup bahan
then next thing,laundry..paling senang.masuk kan baju2 semua,tekan on and evrything and let it be.
sambil tu buka lah buka histology (tapi ta boleh nak masuk.histo plain subject.agak bosan lah)
kes letter tu pula macam tade berita.(kata nak bagi .bila entah.)so i called atieq.asking about the letter.last last aku print sendiri dan mulakan kerja aku.balas email and everything .tiba2 mira buzz..almost 10 a.m.off lappy and out to gamaah..
while searching for the man (head dep of histo) ....
kelakar .i mean,bila kita naik atas dia dekat bawah,bila dia naik atas kita pula dekat bawah.tapi jumpa juga.n i passed the letter and explained a bit and stuff.the meeting went ocay.
went back home with super satisfaction...bila sampai rumah,terus terasa nak potong rambut.i dont know what i was thinking.jadi...aku call here and there tanya the nearest salon..
so we found out about Monalisa salon.. member tu cuma cakap the salon is near somewhere Apple ( a fast food kind of restaurant).kira gamble lah aku and my housemate (ayu) cari salon tu.nasib famous kott..(not us..the salon lah..).
so nak pendek kan cerita kami jumpa salon nya..aku masukk..happy gila.semangat pun juga.lama ta masuk salon. :p kami masuk and i asked :
me : hello.salam !
receptionist : :) (senyum je ta kata apa)
me : well..can you speak english??
receptionist : what do you want?? (act,he spoke in arabic lah )
me : ........ (aku ta tahu nak kata apa.haish kamus arab aku ta khatam lagy lah pakcik )
me : :)(time aku pula senyum..oke oke i need a clue or something!)
aku pun buat lah gaya sehebat mungkin.macam shin chan pun ada gak aku rasa.hehehe
nasib dia faham.
then i told them iwant a nice short kinda bob hair.(ta cakap pun,tapi bijak ta aku keluar kan gambar Katie Holmes) :P
tapi leceh lah juga nak potong rambut di egypt ni ( i dont know,maybe Tanta je kot )
i tell you what :
i want a nice short haircut.tapi boleh diorang kata,buat apa nak potong kan dah ocay.lemah betullah.. (habis nak tunggu rambut sampai rosak,panjang ke kaki ke baru nak potong ?? pelikk)
straighten rambut.bukannya apa aku saja je nak menggedik..tapi dia ta bagi.Alasan : rambut aku dah lurus lah apalah.(hai kalau kat msia amoi2 tu dah rebonding pun nak kasi pakai seterika baju lagi tahu)
cara dia potong : perghh..mmg mencabar kulit kepala aku.kasar ..pengalaman betul !! Dia ikat rambut aku ala2 pony tail and then cut my hair just like that !! Oh my God!! aku mmg ta terkata apa.i cant felt my heart beating for a sec. huihh..nak nangis pun ada.tapi aku sabar je lagi."its ocay bello.nnty balik alter." i said to myself.
another thing : boleh dia suruh aku pegang straightener dia."WHAT???". .terlepas lah juga mulut aku. i rolled my eyes and started to lose my temper.
dah habis potong : aku tengok,ummm....oke lah juga.hair dresser aku tu siap ambil gamba aku lagy LOL :D .malu lah juga macam jadi tumpuan kejap..boleh diorang kata aku nampak macam HONEY??i was like,apa tuh??ta de perkataan lain ke??.well .. my point is diornag enjoy kot buat rambut aku,yelah....asyik buat rambut kerinting kembang je..tiba2 buat something new mesty lah happy..terasa jadi bahan experiment lah pula ..hehe
the best part was i got L.E 5 off from the actual price. alahh...oke lah tu..ingat senang ke arab nak kasi kurang harga.hehe
selesai potong rambut.pergi cari bola basket pula.hehe.housemate pesan..seronok juga rumah dah ada bola.ta payah pinjam orang lain lagi :D
again ! balik dengan gembiranya . im happy enough.though sedikit pengalaman hari nih..i shared my new hair with my brother,harry..dia pun padan muka mak suruh dia potong rambut hahaha
he commented :
"macam budak budak !! " and he laughed somemore
"this one??better angle huh??kan kan? haha" i said. "haha still !! macam budak tadika !!"he said cheitt..ta membina betul
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"haha u better tie your hair.let the hair grow faster !! "he commented lagi "loh..what kind of theory is that lah harry??" i said
apa apa jelah..i dont care
tunggu jelah panjang.erkk theory tu boleh pakai ker??
p.s : sumpah terlupa about my laundry.ta sidai lagy baju nya.aduhai.seronok2 sampai lupa. :p
oh God.. i think it was yesterday that i post something good/great about Egypt. urghh..entahlah ALLAH nak tunjuk kot yang not all egyptians are good. !!!
i really dont know how to express it.malas nak cerita.but ya.what i can say is.dont ever think of being TOO good to Egyptians..
bello.somethings happens for a reason (well trying to make it in a positive way) pasti ada hikmah (bak kata senior di Tanta ni lah)
oke here are something that might be useful for other akhwat to caution about or some sort of like a protection :
pasti kan anda berjalan lebih dari 4 orang (i mean 3 orang dah ta works.believe me! )
Dont wear high heals (though if jalan dekat K.L boleh jadi one of the senjata.ini egypt bukan malaysia).
pepper spray.perfume also will do (pgg !! jangan letak dalam beg.nnty lambat nak keluar kan)
be away from the suspect
jalan opposite lane from any suspect.and that suspect could be anyone! (well.muka angel pun ta boleh percaya)
make eye contact (ni kira pandangan badi lah).dont smile (buat muka macam pemain rugby ALL BLACKS-garang)
if you are holding books.it is better.more secure. (you know what i mean.if ta faham,ask me trough my ym i.d : helnarox_91@yahoo.com )
get a hold to your self (protect yourself in anyway) dont panic! BE ALERT ALL THE TIME!
Put your trust in Allah and seek strength from Him
aku rasa semua dah buat untuk hilang kan kebosanan ini .
okay lets see :
laundry
jemur comforter
call parents
kemas meja belajar (tapy macam ta kemas.byak sagt barang :D LOL)
kemas dapur
bayar broadband
beli - belah
souq
cooking
movies
activate FB
starting to appreciate Tanta*
haha wuts up with the last point there??*
okay.let me admit.mula-mula datang Tanta.seriously i was so shock ( i mean i will spend whole of my six years of life here??)GOD.plus to be frank i dont like seniors (fight is a normal thing when it comes with seniors-teringat kat Jasin dulu).seniors di Tanta sangat lah perihatin.
well.i guess im wrong..
living here is like a dream come true (to those people who wish to change.i do :D).
i still rememmber when i was having a daughter-father conversation it was on our way to Danga Bay (Danga Bay-its in JB,you can see Singapore from there you know)
abah : nekad jelah pergy Mesir.you nak tunggu scholar sampai bila...its better if you go to Egypt than belajar di Malaysia.you know..
me : ya lahh..tapi ta nak berat kan abah and mak untuk pay for everything.i mean,though dah dpt scholar esok pun,takut masih minta duit dari abah and mak. being far away from family takut lagi banyak pakai duit..tak best lah.MARA offered,amik je lah..ta payah fikir fikir lagy.dah packing pun nak buat foundation tu kan.
abah : okay.think carefully.but i tell you what.i send you there so that u boleh open your views.overseas grads lain.ta macam malaysia punya grads.plus,it is easier if ambil medic terus.boleh cepat grad..think about it and dont feel burden..
me : ... (praying and hoping for the best)
and here i am.ALHAMDULILLAH.
actually,the environment,the people,the weather,the seniors i just love them all.
i learn a lot here.betullah senior di sini kata, "kalau korang duduk tanta,korang akan rasa ada sesuatu kat tanta nih." with a big smile(kak ain-4th year :D btw)
ha yaa...ada lagy satu yang aku memang ingat lah.."umm kalau biasanya akhwat Tanta nih akan jadi pilihan ikhwah..sebab nak kata akhwat product Tanta ni cukup dunia akhirat lah.." (siapa entah yang cakap kat aku.sumpah tak ingat)
haha tapi aku tak kut..masih banyak lah nak kena belajar oii...
sembahyang ku,mengaji ku,niat ku.bnyak yang aku kena upgrade.
Alhamdulillah dapat a place which i can start......
LET BYGONES BE BYGONES Smile though your heart is aching - Charlie Chaplin.Smile
biochem oral tadi. ala carry mark 5% je for final.
just feel unsatisfied with the oral session just now
the session went like :
me : assalammualaikum Doctor Wafa' .. hehe
Dr.Wafa' : aiwa nabilah...come in..im happy to see you !!
me : oke...
Dr Wafa ' : how are you??
me : urkk...nervous (my throat dried) i mean great....hehe
Dr Wafa' : ocay..relax..now Nabilah.what is a nucleotide ??
me : umm....chop Dr..i know this..oke consists of three things making up this nucleotide which are sugar,phosphate group..and......
Dr.Wafa' : purine??
me : yah ! and purine um it can also be a pyrimidine..
Dr.wafa : oke good.um give me the function of nucleotide ?
me : there are several fucntions..um are the monomeric units of nucleic acid,act also as a coenzyme,mediators cyclic-AMP,and as an intermediate..
Dr. Wafa ' : what is a replication fork??
me : .... ah..Dr i know this...um..parental strands seperating and new strands are formed..
Dr.Wafa ' : by using ??
me : oh DNA Helicase.
she ended there.Fuihh..
though.im still shaking.so cuak..coz dia tanya sikit.yang orang lain dalam bilik tu dia tanya banyakk..
but anyhow.,Thank God.
So how was it ??
my point of view :
xde persediaan, tak percaya pada diri, overthinking,
(yalah bace malam tu jugak kott..hehe)big stuff is totally because of being toooo nervous ..
tak tahu final nanti cuak mcm mne
alamak,
aku lupa pula aku ada janji ngan Lala and Afaf and AJK Jaulah lain untuk ke GAD coz Abg Nafis nak belanja.
hehehe.kena marah nnti dgn diorng ..ok gtg. kick your nervous OUTT !!!
'hey, baca blog kau nih ayu,aku ta tulis pun pasal keadaan aku kat Mesir ni kan?haha lupa pula.update jap lah.'
aku letak buku biochem ku di tepi meja belajar ku.(duh..bukan nak belajar da la nak kuiz oral -5% marks pula tu.so not cool) 'oh.um nnty if da siap download lagu Dealova masuk kan ye hehe. Bello aku dah nak tido nih.tido dulu lah..'
ya.like i wrote.NEVER CAN SAY GOODBYE.
its funny to ingat balik.my mom,dad,lisa,tasha,harry,milhan,jabbar.still remember their words to me before fly ke Egypt.
pesanan mak : belajar jangan main banyak sangat.try to focus.u know how bad u want it .
pesanan Abah : take care,jaga sembahyang,pray for all of us dunia akhirat and behave well
pesanan harry (my big bro ) : nak snow cap harry?? (aku : wut?serious??nakkk..) nah....eyh..!~ bukan ke kau pakai tudung ke kat sana??haha ta payah bagi la macam tu..hahah (aku : WTH....)
pesanan jabbar (my lil bro) : kau balik aku tahu kau da kurus balik(aku : ye ye...nnty aku kurus -_ -" ..)
pesanan Milhan (my lil bro ) : oke lahh.doakan Milhan !!~(aku : ye.baekkkk..study! kurang kan girlfrens tu.*NO WOMEN NO CRY lah weyh..) *i mean,buat age dia lah form 2.guess u guys know..siapalah lelaki tanpa wanita di sisi..yup.!
pesanan tasha (my lil sis) : ... ... .. ... (aku : kau ta nak pesan apa apa ke?? suka hatilahh.belajarlah rajin rajin)
pesanan lisa (my lil sis) : Kak Ila nak pergy mana??(aku:oh nak pergi jauh nih.nnty jumpa Lisa masa Raya tahu .~) Lisa : oh Kak Ila nak pergy KL ke??(aku : haish.budak nih ta tahu ke aku nak pergy egypt?? Kak Ila nak pergy negara orang arab lah.Jauh kan...) Lisa : oh.ingat kan pergy KL.
HAHAHA..masing masing dengan cara diorang sying goodbye.but im going to tell u guys.the most touching part was,Lisa's part..
as she knew i was about to go abroad N OF COURSE NOT KUALA LUMPUR, she quickly hugged me and started crying.and kept asking 'nape kak Ila nak pergy negara orang Arab??'. my tears started to fall.just cant answer even a simple question from a 5 years old girl.No answer.just tears.
Glanced at my watch and yeah it was about time.
its not a very nice part but i believe in finding a positive side in everything,so the way i see it is,if i didnt have to leave them then i probably ta rasa anything coz duhh mungkin KL is too near so i would might couldnt be bother to call or interact wth them at all.
And to make sure that my parents always cool in eveything i do (i mean EVERYTHING yang merisaukan diorang ) is always a part of my doa.hmm..thats why iwas offered the job of going to Egypt TO STUDY and not to UK AUS US or sumwhere else.haha yelah nnty leka !~
So it is clear in my mind.I know what i have to do next-i need to do what i was sent here.STUDY.n a bit of shopping?? XP
tasha and lisa
Hope with my newly open eyes and heart,i see what i've been missing all along..just wait im coming back!
ps : ta de pic.ta sempat lah nak ambil pic time sedih tu..
